tecky

2010-11-28T17:34:00.002+08:00

2010-09-22T10:45:00.001+08:00

Being a teenager is vastly overrated. We all make mistakes, we are stubborn and we couldn’t give two shits what our parents think, we hate school, we cause shit, we fight, we love, we cry, we give up on believing in a higher power. We’re all fucked up and thats the truth, we all come from dysfunctional families, because no family is perfect; we say things that we don’t mean, we yell, we scream, we get broken hearts, we get drunk, we have sex. Grades don’t mean a thing anymore, we live on quotes and music that describe our lives and most importantly we are tired. We are tired of waking up each morning and having to go to school where we see the people we hate or the people we love, we get tired of waiting for the text message that’s not going to come and we get tired of pretending we’re fine.

2010-07-30T12:53:00.002+08:00

the final chapters of officer cadet life.
many months passed.

field camps.
mosquitoes.
sweat and blood.
punishments after punishments.
friends through bonds.
in safti.

nights out.
confinements.
calling for fire.
building our camo nets.
Action Fronting.
in Artillery Institute.

it's a wholesome 7 months.
the last 2 months,
the last exercise.
the last parade.
the last months of cadet.

will last forever.

2010-05-02T12:30:00.000+08:00

that's why i loved her.

2010-03-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

2010-02-28T01:38:00.002+08:00

i've started twitting! ;]

http://twitter.com/teckyy

2010-01-30T18:38:00.002+08:00

hullo everyone, this is chinteck long message over.

well well. the following week will be my 10 days field camp. Will be a lot of running and lack of sleeps. What our wing commander said is correct, "You all will learn to treasure your family and friends more. "

I do really want to spend some time with some people. But i doubt i could have any though! ha! These people just kept lingering in my mind whenever i sang about something, think about persevering. You know who you people are. ;]

Answering all questions, frankly speaking, i'm doing fine at OCS, it's not about the training I'm worried but all the mindf*ck we get everyday that really tires me out. So i guess i'm doing all well. Half way through my service term after field camp, this year passes so fast and i'll be getting my third stripe on my chest soon. Officer to be will soon be officer.

I miss tcp. I miss my poly friends. I miss my loves. I miss my family.

That shall stop and kick me off to a fighting start for field camp.
Go Teck Go!

2009-12-20T23:42:00.000+08:00

The start of CDT.
i guess i certainly liked the absolute raspberry.
the start of a new game tomorrow.
just like the start of bmt.

I have settled some personal issues, and
some left untouched.
well i guess, i still need a partner for,
commissioning and social night.

Slot opening for girls, please respond! haha.

2009-12-20T09:33:00.002+08:00

2009-12-17T12:17:00.003+08:00

i need a high five on my wifi.

This block leave is like F1. Speeding, zooming and very noisy.

Man In The Mirror

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change

2009-12-15T01:04:00.006+08:00

every time you look up in singapore.
you'll see cloudy, cloudy skies.
where your dreams puffs up, like cotton candies.

each time i look up in tekong.
i see blue, blue skies.
where our wings start to grow, but never enough to fly.

that night i looked up in tekong.
i see twilight, twilighted skies.
where stars show themselves, telling us,

everything will be beautiful, as long as you look up,

with optimism,
with sight.
and with courage.

i guess, it's time to set things right again.
man never know what they need.
while they always want what they want.

2009-11-28T21:49:00.002+08:00

good lord. i'm blogging!

new moon is a great movie. awesome. How can i mistake her for emma? gooooodness.

like I have said it again and again.
It's PASSING OUT in 10 days!
And that is bye to Recruit, Hi to Private!

what is next are, Close Combat Test, SOC test, plenty of drills and the fight for Company Best PT.

i guess it's time to break the ice.

2009-11-08T16:13:00.000+08:00

FIELD CAMP IS OVER .

HAPPINESS!

2009-10-30T20:32:00.002+08:00

seriously not been updating. lol.

BMTC is surely an experience. Physical Training, Mental training, hitting the runner's wall every time we do OTOT. It is a tiring but fruitful experience. Field camp starts next week. I totally expect serious amount push ups and rifle hugs. But the singing, the every funny moments and bonds we created in Mohawk makes it all worthwhile.

echoooooooooo echo out loud.
Mohawk Warriors march in around ya.

Oh.... dont be a fool.
everyone thinks that we are number 2.
But we are NUMBER 1!

late nights and lack of sleep makes me grumpy and very edgy. I totally do not want to affect my friends outside, especially you.

seriously. i find the choices all in your hands.

2009-10-05T23:48:00.000+08:00

All set and ready to go.

2009-10-04T21:14:00.001+08:00

Do you hear me? Talking to you.
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Yeah I hear you in my dreams
I hear your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fell the air
I put a flower in your hair
And though the breeze is through trees ???
Move so pretty you're all I see
Let the world keep spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

2009-10-03T20:06:00.000+08:00

red green red red green.
traffic light stopped to this scene.
my scene.
where the accident happen.
Collided and sparks took off.

ho ho ho. ;]

2009-10-01T16:11:00.002+08:00

An awesome gift. really thoughtful. Thanks yo. ;]

It is a fun filled, packed and super awesome week. I'm really blessed with such friends around me and they are making much efforts just for me! Awesome only. ;]

Garang garang. Sean has been telling me that for the past 2 days. I bet it's some army language I am going to hear very soon. Let's go! Just a couple of days more and I'll be in green days.

I seem to be making big decisions recently, the wants and the dont wants. I'm starting to choose what i want already. How about that!? lol.

2009-09-27T02:16:00.001+08:00

that's all folks!

last day at minds cafe. They just wont let me off easy.

Heavy flow of customers, demanding customers, depleting cups and drinks.

You know, i only knew that few games before, and after, the i could not count the amount of games i know. The staff there bid me the final working farewell, high fives and all the good lucks in army. What a family.

98.7 ... Snorta ... Peach and Apricot tea ... combos ... and all the what's your msn/number. awesome only.

Checklists for army!
Here i come.

2009-09-24T15:14:00.002+08:00

Recently, I have been doing my maths. During my army days, i believe i can earn $400 per month in order to buy a family car, i need to fork out at least 30k to split in between me and my brother. The most i can cough out after my army days is approximately $9k, and that leaves like an awesome amount to cover up for 10 years, like a $190 bucks per month.

That is let's say we wanted to buy a brand new car. My head is filled with saving plans now..

Let's say,
if our love can last through the army days,
and it will become stronger after I'm out.
Will it be too late for me to say, I love you?

the thought kept lingering and i cant brush it off.

2009-09-21T19:06:00.005+08:00

i've decided-

on a 65k toyota vios.
on vulgarities.
on improving english.
on saving during army.
on letting fate do the rest.

2009-09-20T10:07:00.002+08:00

The Ugly Truth.

Man are simple creatures.
They cant multi task, but they often tries it over pride.
They will fall in love one with girl,
and tries to fool around with another.

for me, i guess i just want someone there.

and that's The Ugly Truth ladies and gentlemen.

You people MUST catch the Ugly Truth it's damn good.
the male and female leads expressions are AWESOME.
You will only feel the heart ache, when that incident strikes you.
that's when you know. you have fallen.

2009-09-18T01:11:00.002+08:00

seriously. I cannot get to sleep.

how great a friend can be. awesome only.

2009-09-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

I still ended up cutting my hair.
HA!

I like it neat anyway.

2009-09-13T09:22:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Fervyn! ;]

2009-09-08T21:50:00.004+08:00

it must be real strange to have something changed so suddenly.
it must be me.
Every thing has become so unfamiliar.
every question hasnt been answered.

seems every time it returns, it means a full stop.
i thought it's different this time.
i thought it's understood.
the thought was wrong, but everything is still so eventful.

i hate. this weird going away feeling.

TAKA-SHI-MA-YA!

Went shopping for presents, really cool. Met a few pop-ed friends in some weird places! Nam going in army today, hope he will be fine! Fight fight fight! Nam please be back super hunky and super awesome. ;]

I'm going in 3 weeks time, what a feeling. It's kind of different from what i thought 2 weeks back.

So many stories, from training sessions to live firing, from kur kenan pusing to "I need to find MO". Interesting right? Working resumes 6pm today, i got pay raise on my first month! Awesome! But got to leave that place this month, Minds cafe have been quite a journey.

Please support minds because the people there rocks. Not the food though. haha!

sept 1 to sept 9. cool.

2009-09-07T16:48:00.001+08:00

when the phone doesnt go beep beep. beep beep.

2009-09-06T02:46:00.003+08:00

an ability to bounce back.
i really have it.
I believe things will clear up,
and be back in place again.

I'm still loving my previous video.

temperature seems to be on a constant.
raise that is.

2009-09-05T10:46:00.002+08:00

i'm happy to watch this video. A must watch for everyone!

2009-09-05T02:04:00.002+08:00

ha!

Laughing still finds me.
Even when the days were gloomy.
Laughing still caught up with me.
Appearing at many situations during work
and outside of work.
Laughing never gave up on me.
And I realised how fortunate I am.
with Laughing staying by me.

flu and fever.
work and work.

2009-09-04T00:18:00.002+08:00

you are running a marathon.
and no one is catch up.
that's how you won the marathon.

wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

2009-09-03T00:31:00.002+08:00

Your name says that you are mostly:

Talented but unmotivated

Your name also says you are:

Moral but jealous
Insightful but biases
Ambitious but stubborn

I'm biased. I agree.
I'm stubborn. I agree too.
I'm unmotivated. Right now i am.
I'm jealous. Aint have anything to be jealous of.

if you dont have any dreams, try and sleep.
yes. pursue and dont regret.
follow the heart not the brain.

2009-09-01T22:30:00.004+08:00

i realised it's just me.

The rain has emotions.
Refreshes, and cools.
It brings calmness.

The rain has emotions.
The beating of its drops,
causing aggressiveness and anger.

The rain has emotions.
The scenery it gives,
so special and yet mysterious.

The rain has emotions.
To be caught in it,
It cries happiness or joice depression.

The rain has emotions.
reflecting light and glee out the colors of rainbow,
and jubilation oh, jubilation

The rain has emotions.
and,
I guess I’m feeling it.

eh. this poem thing hard lei. "rain has" or "rain have" emotions?
rain always has a big significance in my life. All thanks to a sotong.

2009-08-31T11:33:00.003+08:00

dead people cant hula hoop.

i only got the whole idea after someone enlightened me. True. The dead cannot do what you want them to do. That includes, coming back to life, giving you toto numbers, send you a girlfriend, find you your lost soul.

Wooohoooo! 5 more weeks till enlistment, what else i could do??

2009-08-29T22:53:00.006+08:00

并不是真的, 路过而已
也不是真的, 不会想你
全部不是真的, 是骗自己
其实还爱你, 爱着你

我以为我早想清楚
不由自主恍恍惚惚又走回头路
看一眼有过的幸福

爱情好象流沙
我不挣扎
随它去吧我不害怕
爱情好象流沙
心里的牵挂
不原放下 oh baby 让我这样吧

爱情好象流沙
我不说话
等待黑暗让眼泪落下
爱情好象流沙
明知该躲它
无法自拔 oh baby 是我太傻

2009-08-29T01:18:00.002+08:00

To laugh is to risk appearing a fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out to another is to risk involvement.
To expose your feelings is to risk rejection.
To place your dreams before the crowd is to risk ridicule.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To go forward in the face of overwhelming odds
is to risk failure.
But risks must be taken,
because the greatest risk of all is to risk nothing.
The person who risks nothing, does nothing,
has nothing and is nothing.
He may avoid suffering and sorrow,
but he cannot learn, he cannot feel,
he cannot change, he cannot grow
and he cannot love.
Chained by his certitudes, he is a slave.
Only the person who risks is truly free

Risk.

2009-08-28T12:01:00.001+08:00

Just one wrong move.

Been telling this to some of my friends lately, due to some events happening just because of a single mistake. The mistake is so costly, that you will lose money, relationship and even trust. Every decision is important and every friend is important. Do not let a mistake ruin everything away. 加油！

I have been listening to two of my friends talking about my life, quite cool. Because they analysed it, and even tell me different viewpoint of different people.

Like this topic Kevin analysed:

“Some maybe think that I am trying to be arrogant, while others think that it a good excuse to have.”

I believe this is good to remember.

2009-08-26T00:16:00.003+08:00

Awesome my headache is gone. ;]

I think i got this super ability.
the ability to wake up early,
laze,
and wake up every hourly to check on time.

I bet you do not understand what I am talking about. Every morning, I tend to wake up around 8, but it's way too early to wake up. So I'll send texts then go back to sleep. I will always wake up in an hour time and subsequently it continues. Awesome right.

hey, if you sms last night and gotten some awful response, sorry.
it's the bloody headache's fault.

2009-08-25T15:25:00.003+08:00

".. sometimes i wonder what you are really thinking inside lei chin teck."

It’s always fascinating why people like to ask me this kind of question. But I still think that it is better to see me as you see me, though I’ve got nothing to hide.

Stressful?
1. A good night's sleep.
2. Healthy diet
3. Exercise is very important.
4. Feelings and emotions.

This article I read from, well these are the main few tips. But most of them occurs too often, work late, and cannot sleep early. Due to workload, cannot get a good lunchtime, or even due to dieting. Exercises require time, I know you can walk the stairs but after a tiring day at work, will you?

Feelings and emotions. I thinking there is no point bottling things up, so when you feel down and emotional, it's good to have a soul mate. ;]

I realize I am still giving a biased point of view. But it’s my blog what.

2009-08-23T01:09:00.002+08:00

Sometimes people don’t expect returns at all.
They are just satisfied as it is.

Finally got to know everyone at minds café, everyone is super friendly and really good at playing games. I am not kidding, they kept winning at almost any game. Darn, need to use my brains. Today, I tried the food at Minds café, three words, “not worth it.” They just smell nice, the taste well, plain. I shall try the pasta tomorrow.

I thought i want to try but ended up happy as it is.
Goodnights.

2009-08-20T10:56:00.005+08:00

i hear voices.
and they dont like you.

I completing my module 1 soon. groovy. I had a good run yesterday, a near 10km around my estate. While running my 3rd round i was out of breath already, i wonder what kept me going to complete the 14 round journey, excellent.

People can come in and out of your life so easily, a single thought and a single action. Poof. Gone and never be back. I do understand that feeling but i never hope to feel that yet. Friends, if you are reading this, be sure to treasure before you lose it. Rest in peace girl.

let the bygones be bygones, and walk straight ahead for what's to come. ;]

2009-08-19T11:39:00.002+08:00

The disconnection.

Friends and colleagues
Good and Bad
Male and Female
China and Dark skin tones.
Little India and Chinatown.
Geylang and Changi Village.

I am guilty of all these. All these stereotypes.

Precious, so precious friends are..

2009-08-18T23:37:00.004+08:00

the balance of goods and bads.

I do have an intellect side, wao.

I love a good conversation and couple with that, a good partner. Seems everything was sweet today, from the milk tea, icecream, caramelite, lollipop to the letter. Fabulous only.

i wish i could chill like this forever.

On the other hand, it is down to 6 weeks till enlistment. From this state of nothingness to the current state of franticness. These events seem to turn on a full trundle, occurring one after the other. It is quite enjoyable actually, having this adrenaline rush till enlistment.

I totally enjoy one on one outing, they are always fruitful and conversational.

there are no elevators to the top,
you have to take the stairs.

2009-08-16T10:59:00.003+08:00

it's a gift so precious, so forgotten yet so awesome.

it's like waking up with no one in sight
yet knowing someone been there.
although i wanted to keep it toned down.
but i'm still screaming inside.

thanks to those that wished me happy birthday.
Happy Birthday to Kaile too!

no photos were taken during the event.
to everyone that attended,
thanks for coming.
to anyone that dint,
it's alright. ;]

Thanks.
Happy birthday to me..

2009-08-12T00:28:00.005+08:00

see for yourself,
or hear from someone else?

neither will give you accurate results.

what to do, life never gives you 100% results anyway.

2009-08-10T00:36:00.003+08:00

it really has been long since my last surprise.
totally awesome.

tcp.
hip diners.
cake.
and an overjoyed feeling.
the evening is just marvelous.

2009-08-08T00:30:00.003+08:00

I'm darn lazy to blog about Australia. So, enjoy the pictures.

It always ends up like this.
everything begins at the starting point.
all those you have built, will have to go.
and start again fresh, anew.
how nostalgic.

it's the joy of spreading happiness.
and the satisfaction behind each smile

2009-08-04T22:01:00.001+08:00

i'm on a race.

to esplanade!

groovy.

2009-08-04T00:58:00.005+08:00

Coast line of Gold Coast on top of the 77th storey Building

Awesome family photo.

i fall in love with this photo. Seas and sun. AWESOME.

People that live near me will know why. ;]

Holy Smolly!

Strawberry farm!

Angelic isnt she. ;] Baby roos!
Attempts to smuggle one home. LOL
Roos-A glore!

It had been a fun filled,
scenery filled,
happiness filled trip.
Oceans, Skies, Sun, Nature and Stars.
Totally Groovy-ilious.

2009-07-23T19:30:00.002+08:00

Farewell Love! ;]
Farewell friends!

I'll be back soooooooooooooooon!

hugs**

Best of luck in camp legacy fat boy.
be back looking like another legacy.

2009-07-22T23:46:00.001+08:00

After 2 months of obligatory leave, I’m finally back on the teaching track! I heard there will be more for me to do this few months ahead! Oh man, I’m looking forward to it. Today’s students were cute and enjoyable, the more I tell them I very slack, the more they listen to what I am talking. They also get to my point very easily. Best la.

Anyway, I’m still going to work at minds café since I already got the job, my Minds Café is located at 68 Boat Quay near Clarke Quay Mrt station I guess? Need a little bit of finding, but don’t all the Minds Cafés need some finding? I just realized that almost all the outlets are in shop houses. Cool isn’t it? ;]

The petals, the shades,
The lilies, the blades.
The artist, the maiden
The thoughts, the rumors.

2009-07-22T07:12:00.000+08:00

Dang. Postponed to 12.

Well, it’s kind of nice to wake up early and you got nothing to do. I heard there will be an eclipse today. Maybe I shall wait for that. Many rumors are flying around for eclipse being a bad omen. I wonder why? I kind of researched on it; it says that some eclipse actually helped the mankind. Some wars are stop because of it. Cool arh.

I’m happy because I said it. ;]

2009-07-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

Alright. I just got myself the job. Minds Café it is. ;]

Caught Harry Potter, finally. Emma Watson rocks, I love her expression at Ron’s bedside. Damn, how can Ron be so dumb? Oh! for the rest of the movie you all have to catch it yourself. Cheers.

Breathe in and take a good look around your world.
Sometimes taking a break can help.

2009-07-20T00:13:00.002+08:00

I believe that I have been blogging a lot lately, Fervyn said that, by writing more I can improve my English. Ok, I know my English sucked but I’m trying!

Last few scenes of pinnacle and that’s it and Pinnacle marks its final full stop. After 7 months of bonding with Adria(crazy fun-loving nutcase), Bii, Brian(you're great man.), Candy, Christopher, Elizabeth, Eragon(tankcute,tankcute,tankcute), Fred, KaiLe, Kenneth(best korkor kenneth.), Sean(thanks bitch for everything), SzeKee, ShiQi, ShiYing(abundance of chocolate chips), Vionna, Xian Huan(我是ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhjie!), Yokie, even Yong Ming and the list just goes on. I truly understand that acting requires experience and matures through experiences. These casts not only taught me tips and tricks on acting, they even taught me how to be someone. Be humble, being non-low EQ, in speech and even 入戏. Now, I’m not longer newcomer, but another actor and yet I still want to continue this journey.

Just two words, cool siol.

I’m looking forward to new show either in crew or at acting.

Sean right, I'm happy after so long,

he said. today your acting good. ha!
Brian said that today too, maybe it's the last day
but happiness none the less.
I'll better stop or else I'll be proud again.

I'M SO TIRED I CAN KILL ONE FREAKING COW THAT GOES MOOOOOO..

2009-07-18T16:27:00.004+08:00

wasupp! Minds cafe called me for interview! Games galore for me!
now i know, doing what you love is better. ;]

2009-07-18T00:07:00.004+08:00

Are you dancing? Because I am! To the beat, to the rhythm and I'm stuck in it!
Oh! don’t get me wrong because this aint anything good.

"It does not matter how small your act is, it's how big your influence is."
Adapted from 'A story I thought I wrote about me'

Well I should say things have taken a turn, and I’m seeing more job opportunities from Ckids and from other companies. Yes, that's great. But I must say, many things tainted too, from choosing sides to changing sides, from winning to losing. But vacation is round the corner! It my moment of relaxing and running away from city blues.

The photo frame dropped
and it fragments broke away,
the pieces laid in the porch.
There it lies,
the winter breeze stroke upon the surface
and leaves creep themselves near.
In these parched and freezing season
What else can stumble upon it?
Is it the naive kiddo,
or just simply the cleaner.
Clearing up everything
back to the way it was.

2009-07-17T00:02:00.002+08:00

someone told me, the bright shiny thing in the sky is a satellite.

i was like ?!?!

i've done quite a bit of stuff today, mostly sponsorship and resumes. I shall hope to get some replies tomorrow. Harry potter is finally out, ok, now i'll just have to catch it. SOME IDIOT SAYS THAT IT SUCKS. I must reconfirm that accusation myself!

hard dribbles, smooth crossovers,
slick shoots and jamming dunks.
what's your basketball?

2009-07-15T21:52:00.002+08:00

called up CMPB today again. Well, need to wait for another 2 days for another officer to talk to me. But the enlistment period shorten already, now is between September to December. I'll soon be an army boy..

Tided up the mess over my desk, the books, the letters and even empty bottles that are piling up my desk! You guys must make way for my crush to settle down! Now she seem pretty happy hanging around. I hope I wont start to pile things up again.

Called to several more companies for work, but to no success. I got a temp work at IT fair thought, over at Apple which will be at September. At least some income, then. HA!

Oh, i forgotten to mention i cut my hair already. I think someone is going to kill me, but i hope he wont. No jogging today, maybe tomorrow. Relax for the day. Like my personal message,

nua only.

2009-07-14T23:28:00.005+08:00

i think walking is fun.
you tend to talk while walking a lot.
you see things more clearly on the road.
you save money from mrt and bus.

Tomorrow things to do:
1. Call CMPB, ask for date ask for earliest enrollment, ask whether can enroll earlier, ask to speak to someone in charge.
2. Try to get a job.
3. Clear up my table.
4. Take a break.

Caught obsessed today, plot aint that good, sexy scene aint that much, logic aint that good. All in all, an okay movie only. Did not get a job today, actually i did not put in much effort finding one. Like i said, really got a lot of jobs, but I'm too picky. Today is a bad shopping day, got nothing.

Today, I tried smelling a toy, helped to hold a cloth, tested tomato sauce with chilli. Best right!

happy or not,
happy or not,
happy or not,
happy or not,
happy or not,
happy only

2009-07-14T11:55:00.006+08:00

i jog alone on 12th actually. So, stop guessing. ;]

i need to work! But who will employ someone that hasnt got a clue on when he is enlisting? Well, i think i'm still not fully prepared for the 10km run, i kind of died around 5 to 6km. Ok, now i really do need a pair of jogging shoes.

I know there are plenty of things we cannot do and cannot help at times, but it does not mean that we are not there. I just hope that by being there, could help even a bit. Let it rant and frustrate off yor chest, maybe it will just turn out better.

I always thought that I have everything planned out, but my sense of direction always puts me down. You know what, but i always end up on the right track, I just have to do a longer journey.

every journey has a destination
every crossroads is a decision,
every red light is a warning
every accident could be a blessing.

adapted from 'A story i thought i wrote about me'

You know what, friends.

2009-07-12T20:35:00.004+08:00

The weather is extremely good today! I think I'm going to jog later.

;]

i did jog today! Fervyn, who is totally the best, recommended this website http://www.mapmyrun.com.sg/
you all can now, map your run around your estate! Finally i know how many rounds i need to go to hit 10km around my estate. Best la!

Finally the proposal is done! ;] That is after the finishing touches made by Sean. Well, let's hope for success and prepare for the worst to come! HAHA!

nothing is worth more than a smile.

you know that, dont you.

2009-07-11T19:19:00.004+08:00

today! i stop procrastinating and finally completed the first copy of the proposal.
*pats on my own shoulder!

it's really mind bobbling when finally all those thoughts kind of clear up in your mind.
yet now, it is confusing on what are going to do next?

jogging is definitely off today as i got basketball tomorrow!

accident prone area ahead.

adding on,
damn, no more work on wednesdays already. walao. WALAO. WAAAAAALAAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

2009-07-11T03:21:00.003+08:00

i stick to my little crush.

stupid kevin injecting thoughts into my brain now haywire already. Gay Best Friend, not everyone can be that ok! I shall not procrastinate further, work my proposal out.

i guess you're right, there is only 2 outcomes, whether you are happy, or you arent.

2009-07-10T03:38:00.002+08:00

i wish i could fly.
soar the skies and rest on cloud 9
i wish i could fly,
so i can ferry those i one to their destination.
i wish i could fly,
across those flats and buildings, finding my way out.
i wish i could fly.
only if one day i could really fly.

today was:
transformers .1
a new crush .2
yeyeng back in ark! .3
long distance jogging .4
meeting with nice sisters .5
ended with a 100 plus in my hand .6

hey, what you feeling yah?

2009-07-07T23:12:00.003+08:00

it had been a fruitful day. It's my mom's birthday today too!

let's see what happened today. Morning went to uncle shop for Nasi lemak, the rice needs more coconut milk but the chicken drums rocks man! Then ran off to lavender, had the best ever ice-cream. My face nearly got screwed up. lol. then was the indecisive dinner which ended up in a dessert store. Your life getting happier? HAHA. 9*7*2*6 so easy to remember can! haha.

Caution: Buying this shirt may cause unnecessary giggles at crowded places

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY.

2009-07-07T00:09:00.002+08:00

快点! 快点！帮我拿!

O.O

Onion Rings I tell you. It's Onion Rings!!!

I'm on my way to australia soon. I shall remember the donuts and nougats I'll be bringing home. ;] It's a fun filled day today, from rotting at the counter, walking through the rain, munching while asking for job, overhearing conversations, funny impressions, to small talks.

Poor phone dont die on me please. I need to draw and find a job. ;]

Here you are staring SGD$220/pc watermelon.

2009-07-05T20:46:00.003+08:00

and this is how it goes.

i suck at football.
they told you so.
and it's a fact.
you saw me play football.
i really suck.
i suck at other ball games too.
they told you so.

adapted from "A story i thought i wrote about me"

2009-07-05T00:08:00.002+08:00

i curse myself for bad directions.
DAMNIT

today i saw the candy choppers. Amazing man, i really will like to try chopping the candy if i have the chance. CDC's help out is tomorrow, i wonder what i will be doing tomorrow. Oh! I must remind myself to draw. TO DRAW. ;]

Wishing szee kee a happy birthday. ;]

2009-07-04T14:52:00.004+08:00

i think Man U just landed themselves a good deal. A free transfer for Owen. What the hell man.

3 appearances the whole season, finishing with no goals at all. That's Owen in Newcastle. I wonder what performance he will give at Man U? But whatever the performance, it's ok because Liverpool still rocks. ;]

I'm going to do CIP tomorrow, helping out in CDC's fun day. I'm at the games stall, come find me! ;]

Even a plant can leave a happy memory.
Have you leave behind a great memory for others?

2009-07-03T12:12:00.004+08:00

i'm feeling tall today because i have the red lamp over my head. :)

somehow got a feeling that everything i coming back to place, a feeling only. anyway, i do believe 6th test will pass since i almost memorized all the answers. I feel like running the yellow ribbon prison run. Starting from 5km to 10km to 20km then lastly 42.5km, well that's a challenge itself

i'm going to find a job.
a wake up call during a casual chat.
if you have no work, how to feed me?
honestly that means i cant feed myself also.

2009-07-01T23:23:00.003+08:00

anyone that likes my new blog skin say BOOYAA!

it had been a great week. talking, dining and even random cloud gazing.
(LOOK! DRAGON! MUAHAHAHA)
I'm officially starting my lessons and i'm aiming to complete before October. All the best ya.

oh for those who is having their mid years, may all the questions be super easy and score!

i believe nothing can worth more than a priceless smile.

2009-06-24T22:33:00.002+08:00

Steamboat went well, hopefully all of us enjoyed ourselves. Big thank you for brian's lovely house, always so lovely and spacious. ha! Glad to meet another set of people. Have not yet speak to some, but soon! I'm the 叉烧炮 ma. Ok. shall stop calling myself that.

I want to thank sze kee for the role, and I shall promise not too irritate too much during sets. ha!

I have recovered from that previous post.
Well inter-relationship issues, i believe only time will tell. But i'm glad that we talked again.

2009-06-17T22:08:00.002+08:00

i was like.
eh. 1 problem sibei jialat liao.

knn. 2 problems.

i guess while helping kevin, i should help myself too.

2009-06-08T22:04:00.002+08:00

I realised i havent been blogging lately. Partially due to restaurant city and my time spend in my Uncle's Shop. Well, that about what i had been doing apart from pinnacle.

Well, I told the audition hopefuls that, the time in Pinnacle had been the craziest and fun-est time ever. New experience, lots of weird encounters, games and millions of scoldings(for me). I grow to realised that i want to keep it going. Try to put yourself into another shoes, be somebody else. That's an experience. New people in pinnacle! Alrights! Do my best for best supporting! ;]

Army is still holding the question mark. While University is on exclaimation. I told my favourite people already. I'm officially going to Singapore Management University! I got accepted and will be going in after army. Hi Mr Uni guy soonie.

Awards show is a blast! Although i really screwed up during the show. Brian as best supporting actor is indeed weird. But I guess i did well. I'm really blessed with friends that screamed and shouted. Sad to know my results for everything aint high, but well, at least i know there is a bunch that supports me. Say Yayye to pinnacles and everyone of my friends! ;]

On the other hand. I need, garlic/lime/strawberry/flour for restuarant city. Please trade or send me. Ha!

2009-05-30T01:31:00.002+08:00

today is the awards show.
i know there wont be any big awards for me.
but.
i have just received the best award ever.
really. THE BEST.

2009-05-26T10:54:00.003+08:00

hey ya. recently i just caught the show Angels and Demons. It was a darn good show man! Although the main plot is about Catholics which i dont really understand. Yet, the journey they bring us through really help us unfold the dark side of each religion.

everyone wants something to be done, but at what price you are willing to pay?

2009-05-11T08:49:00.001+08:00

i'm so hot ya.
so so hot.
even during the rain,
i'm still hot.
i thought nothing is going cool me down.

until i met her.
the one that showed me the right path.
gave me the right tools.
and now finally,

i'm down 2 degrees.
*thank doc! take care adria!~

2009-05-06T00:43:00.003+08:00

Sweet Rain - Shinigami No seido

This show by Takeshi Kaneshiro. I love it. The mood of the show, the person inside. It shows how life is, how people enjoy each part of their life and hope for in their life. Shinigami controls whether they live or die, but they can control if they live to their fullest. Have you?

2009-04-28T22:40:00.002+08:00

been long since i last posted. Well, there is a couple things happening now.

Business failed and here we are starting from scratch again..
Many others got their letters from NS, while as me, a lonely soul waiting for my PES still.
Marine Workshop is fun! Snapping up the fishes and bonding with cute SAS kids. Debbie&Athena rocks.
A trip to Australia almost confirmed.
Shortlisted for SMU tomorrow. ;]
Pinnacle Awards show and plenty other shows that is going to happen.

Friends are assets that can stay throughout without depreciation.

Damn! I do love my job. ;]

2009-04-18T01:25:00.002+08:00

There are no limits to dreams. Only the will to dream.

Watch and you know http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wnmbJzH93NU

I think that I am always implanting thoughts into people minds. I just want to say, Nam Chuim and Kevin, damn me for giving you so many ideas and my own thinking. I just hope everything will turn out fine for you people.

2009-04-16T15:52:00.002+08:00

Now i know why my memory is so bad.. Because, bad moods make the brain concentrate better.

"worse mood helped to focus people's attention on their surroundings and led to a more thorough and careful thinking style, while happiness tended to reduce focus and increase both confidence and forgetfulness."

now you all know. Read more about this at here.

Well, i got my results for both school and medical.

2009-04-15T23:48:00.002+08:00

I've got weird questions i want to ask girls. I wonder who should i ask. ;p

Anyway, let's talk about the week. I had a singing session with yt and Clara. Clara really sound superb can fight with Brenda. Such a nice voice really does kill me off at my vocals. I had this idea, actually, my voice sucks. I cannot maintain a high voice, yet, my low voices cant hit high. Damn stupid vocals.

No matter how i think my singing is. I think it just not that nice.

2009-04-11T23:27:00.002+08:00

went back to RP today.

long train rides,
walks to school,
and koufu milo.

those really does bring back memories. I still remember when i was year one, That time was all blur and not so sure. Now, 3 years passed, seems the memories is still quite blur but now i'm sure. I am a graduate of this fabulous Polytechnic.

ooo. Kaile. lol

shiying ask me to mention how pretty she is

2009-04-07T23:22:00.002+08:00

Hey! Thanks for all the responses for coming to the awards show people! To those that can come, really appreciate you guys! To those that hope to come but due to reasons cannot confirm, thanks for support alright!!

Those that are coming, I'll pass you the tickets soon ok! ;]

Before that, please! Go to this website to watch the show!

Will miss all the camps, friends and years I had in RP. ;]

2009-04-04T12:02:00.003+08:00

It has been long since i last blogged. An impressive week of work has made sleeping a joy every night. Took some awesome photos while teaching the kids.

The Scenery over at Butterfly Hill

The Sea Scenes at Jetty

Our workplace - THE Office!

I went praying with my mom last sun.

It was a super hectic day because i have to run everywhere to meet people, move houses and pray. Got a nice outing with Cheryl, Siwei, Davin and Kw that day. I kept dreaming about my secondary school friends nowadays and hearing Larry's voice yesterday, made me think that nothing has changed!

Why has everyone started to find girlfriends? Lol. Well, I believe everyone wants to find someone to be there when they need them. Cheers to all lovers and long last yea.

2009-03-28T00:01:00.002+08:00

Scene at Prata house

Tomorrow is finally the big day! The Official Screening of The Pinnacle at 10pm. Catch it here!

I'm trying to write a song and sell some products.. Killer siol

2009-03-26T00:16:00.002+08:00

Scene outside ocean butterflies.

I'm so trying to know the mangroves stuff, but how on earth can i know what is this tree, what is that tree?! Business plan coming up, time to see whether my plan could work anot. Please shop owners, I'm not cheating your money!

Animals seem to be much easier,
crabs - feed on mangroves grounds,
birds - on crabs/frogs/insects,
fishes - feed on insects or crabs,
frogs - feeds on crab/insects
monitor lizards - random stuffs.
snails(periwinkles) - algae
Different color of mud absence of hydrogen S....... and the smell is due to the bacteria inside the mud.
Small fishes live in the mangroves is due to shelter from predators.

2009-03-22T01:03:00.003+08:00

We all know or knew someone like this! Let me share a story with you.

One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school.

His name was Kyle.

It looked like he was carrying all of his books.

I thought to myself, 'Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd.'

I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him.

They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt.

His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him..

He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes

My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye.

As I handed him his glasses, I said, 'Those guys are jerks, they really should get lives.'

He looked at me and said, 'Hey thanks!'.

There was a big smile on his face.
It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude.

I helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he lived.

As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why I had never seen him before. He said he had gone to private school before now. I would have never hung out with a private school kid before. We talked all the way home, and I carried some of his books.

He turned out to be a pretty cool kid.

I asked him if he wanted to play a little football with my friends.

He said yes.

We hung out all weekend and the more I got to know Kyle, the more I liked him, and my friends thought the same of him.

Monday morning came, and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books again.

I stopped him and said, 'Boy, you are gonna really build some serious muscles with this pile of books everyday!

He just laughed and handed me half the books.

Over the next four years, Kyle and I became best friends..
When we were seniors we began to think about college. Kyle decided on Georgetown and I was going to Duke..

I knew that we would always be friends, that the miles would never be a problem. He was going to be a doctor and I was going for business on a football scholarship..

Kyle was valedictorian of our class.

I teased him all the time about being a nerd. He had to prepare a speech for graduation.
I was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and speak

Graduation day, I saw Kyle.

He looked great.
He was one of those guys that really found himself during high school.

He filled out and actually looked good in glasses.

He had more dates than I had and all the girls loved him.
Boy, sometimes I was jealous!

Today was one of those days.
I could see that he was nervous about his speech.

So, I smacked him on the back and said, 'Hey, big guy, you'll be great!'
He looked at me with one of those looks (the really grateful one) and smiled.

'Thanks,' he said.

As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began

'Graduation is a time to thank those who helped you make it through those tough years.

Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach...but mostly your friends...

I am here to tell all of you that being a friend to someone is the best gift you can give them.

I am going to tell you a story.'

I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told the

first day we met.

He had planned to kill himself over the weekend.

He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't have to do it later and was carrying his stuff home.

He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile.

'Thankfully, I was saved.

My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable..'

I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told us all about his weakest moment.

I saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile.

Not until that moment did I realize it's depth.

Never underestimate the power of your actions..

With one small gesture you can change a person's life.

For better or for worse.

God puts us all in each others lives to impact one another in some way.

Look for God in others.

'Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.'

There is no beginning or end.. Yesterday is history.

Tomorrow is a mystery.

Today is a gift.

2009-03-21T21:44:00.002+08:00

“One sees great things from the valley; only small things from the peak.”

Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue, and the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true.

2009-03-18T23:31:00.002+08:00

Went my uncle house that day, we played wii golf. Wii is really a good console because it really exercised the whole body!

Just paid off my debt at Ocean Butterflies. I think what sean say is correct, when you can afford means that you no need to save. When you need to save, means that you cannot afford it. Well, I cannot afford to learn singing, but i really like to learn. Singing seems to be a part of me now, learning and control my voice and performing it. I wish i had this big stage to sing to an audience. Jue Dui Superstar anyone? ;]

Really, Brian Rocks.

2009-03-16T00:22:00.003+08:00

there will be a big change happening soon! I cannot wait to find out how it will go! Finally, years of hard work being realised, i bet the sense of achievement to them is so big that it will fill up their skies. Good Job Guys! ;]

Life has been really nothing lately, i'm so into saving money, I do not want to spend too much everyday. If i could just settle my vocal course fee, I will not be worrying so much already. Damn, where is my pay!

Oh, sorry to Nessa cause i never meet up with you that time. But i hope to soon, sit down and crap all over again. ;]

Many a time, opportunities come by.
but yet, we never notice.
It's a bind that separates those that are lucky,
and those that are not.

2009-03-05T23:50:00.002+08:00

Had a nice chat with Kel just now, to think of it, we have known each other for like nine plus year already. I do agree that most of the things we talked about are nonsense, but I really treasure his accompany. We talked about drinking just now, both of us thought the same way; girls do really have a disadvantage when they are drinking with people, especially males. Well, I believe it is hard to tell all males to curb their temptations.

2009-03-03T21:52:00.000+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Being Alone
Losing Someone
Looked down on
Commitment
Where Your life is Going
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

2009-03-02T22:58:00.005+08:00

I think I want to change a new blog skin because I am bored at home. Ha!

Graduation night is one memorable night, so many faces all colored to their ‘ideal’ fabulous; many dressed up in their top suits, and many just be themselves. I believe all of us enjoyed the dinner and entertainment (not including the weird host). For myself, I think I realized that my friends are all over the place that night. After the night, I remembered hugging and telling everyone, “Good luck in everything you do in the future, hope to see you again.” And it was there it ended.

Kings and Queens to be!

My FD! ;] Really pretty no kidding.

No explanations

Ladies. They are so cute!

Pretty Le le!

Berlin! ;]
The Hunks
Lastly at Dbl O

Pictures holds everything.
Even voices when you see them.

2009-02-27T22:33:00.006+08:00

tambusu

Semakau!

Kapo Kapo Tree

Sea Apple Trees(big siol)

Bookmarks anyone

Cat tail Fern!

wax rose

Candle Sticks

Well, that is some of the plants i remembered. Lol. More pictures but i sort of delete them. Well.

that marks the end of Semakau. ;]

Prom post will be next! Some weird surprises though. LOL.

2009-02-25T22:18:00.002+08:00

some tricks up my sleeves:
1. Reward system.
2. Games.

i believe students love the reward system, and definitely the games. These kept them on the ball of what they are doing and what they learn that day. I was actually quite taken away by the response of the class, they were so happening!

I must really thank Yati so much for guiding me through the journey, her guidance has indeed helped me in many ways. With 407, that ended my journey of Semakau. I shall upload the photos once i get them.

I am loving my job. ;]

2009-02-24T23:50:00.002+08:00

from 2007 to 2009.

I was looking through some of my photos; strangely, something seemed to be different...
Could anyone help me spot it out?

Vocal class has been going on schedule, the song is chosen and we have started to prepare for our Music exam. I love Brother Sean because he always tries to help me in almost any way. Sometimes appreciating the people around you is good, it feels nice to be appreciated too. That is why we should always help each other out if we are able to, to build rapport and character I believe?

The hardest part of being a friend is not constantly being around, but making every short moment precious.

2009-02-19T17:04:00.002+08:00

just realised i sort of spend the whole week at uncle's shop.

Every week of work, I am getting a bit more in charge of the class, I often feel that the way I am handling the students are too friendly. I have been thinking to step in with authority, but i feel that it may turn out nasty. Well, a good example was demonstrated by that monitor lizard. LOL

I miss PINNACLE.

2009-02-17T14:28:00.000+08:00

Trailers For Pinnacle! Give us your support! ;]

2009-02-16T11:46:00.000+08:00

It had been quite some time since I blogged. How is Valentines’ Day for you people? It is somehow weird this year because I spent the day with uncle at the shop. Well, that is fine I guess. Luckily, I got a little surprise at night, which left me steaming for joy.

Work stopped for quite some time now, I missed the making friends with those students, trying to understand, teach and impart knowledge to them. I know I was not really that much of a teacher, but I am trying my best. Graduation night is coming close, and I still got some things not bought yet.

Well, who cares? LOL.